2012年3月16日 星期五

 I almost never get into confrontations or conflict because I hate it. I get scared and cannot defend myself properly. 
Well, recently there is this girl who I used to talk to, decided to cause a problem between us that resulted with no talking between us. I really don't care for the girl much, her loss. She is a very insecure person with a weak personality, and always makes a fool out of herself. Being the person I am, I would always be nice to her. Now that she's trying to prove herself to be tough, she's been wanting to fight me. Yes, fight like punching. She's really dumb. Instead of picking a fight with someone who has actually teased her, she decides to fight me. The person who used to be nice to her. She knows that I would never get into a fight. And me being alone without any "back-up" seems like a good chance for her. Yeah right.If I weren't a good person, I would straight up call her out. But I hate fighting and screaming esspecially somewhere like school. I don't want that negative attention. My reputation is almost "spotless". I have decided not to confront her because she's been doing anything to tick me off. Shes wants me to say something. I always ignore it. But on Thursday we have a class where she sits next to me. She starts banging on the desk and makes remarks about "the person sitting next to me". Having social anxiety, I started to panick and freak out. Even knowing the type of person she is I don't do well with threats esspecially physical ones.